{"id":39251,"date":"2017-05-28T22:18:34","date_gmt":"2017-05-28T12:18:34","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/?p=39251"},"modified":"2017-05-28T22:18:34","modified_gmt":"2017-05-28T12:18:34","slug":"finding-positivity-despite","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/fn2n\/finding-positivity-despite\/","title":{"rendered":"Finding Positivity, Despite Myself."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Well, true to form, I crashed and burned for a reasonable chunk of today. We packed the bus and drove, and I was really tired.<\/p>\n<p>Writing time came around at 9pm tonight instead of my recent starts of 10:30pm or later, but still it was difficult.\u00a0I was going to write a whingefest post, but I realised there&#8217;s more to be said for searching for positivity despite my frustrations.<\/p>\n<p>I know I&#8217;m going to face frustration of a fear-based kind soon, as I&#8217;m getting to some really hard, emotional parts of my story. I will need to go deep, get uncomfortable, and sit with it for ages. I am not expecting that part to be easy or fun, but I am expecting it to be worth it.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m still enjoying seeing progress, but\u00a0I need more sleep, so I&#8217;m content with today&#8217;s small contribution.<\/p>\n<p>With love,<br \/>\nIsrael. xo<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Well, true to form, I crashed and burned for a reasonable chunk of today. We packed the bus and drove, and I was really tired. Writing time came around at 9pm tonight instead of my recent starts of 10:30pm or later, but still it was difficult.\u00a0I was going to write a whingefest post, but I [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":39252,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"inline_featured_image":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[4712],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"<!-- This site is optimized with the Yoast SEO plugin v22.4 - https:\/\/yoast.com\/wordpress\/plugins\/seo\/ -->\n<title>Finding Positivity, Despite Myself. - Israel Smith<\/title>\n<meta name=\"robots\" content=\"index, follow, max-snippet:-1, max-image-preview:large, max-video-preview:-1\" \/>\n<link rel=\"canonical\" href=\"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/fn2n\/finding-positivity-despite\/\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:locale\" content=\"en_US\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:type\" content=\"article\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:title\" content=\"Finding Positivity, Despite Myself. - Israel Smith\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:description\" content=\"Well, true to form, I crashed and burned for a reasonable chunk of today. We packed the bus and drove, and I was really tired. Writing time came around at 9pm tonight instead of my recent starts of 10:30pm or later, but still it was difficult.\u00a0I was going to write a whingefest post, but I [&hellip;]\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:url\" content=\"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/fn2n\/finding-positivity-despite\/\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:site_name\" content=\"Israel Smith\" \/>\n<meta property=\"article:publisher\" content=\"https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/israelpsmith\" \/>\n<meta property=\"article:author\" content=\"https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/israelpsmith\" \/>\n<meta property=\"article:published_time\" content=\"2017-05-28T12:18:34+00:00\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:image\" content=\"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/05\/Day-016-pexels-photo.jpg\" \/>\n\t<meta property=\"og:image:width\" content=\"1280\" \/>\n\t<meta property=\"og:image:height\" content=\"800\" \/>\n\t<meta property=\"og:image:type\" content=\"image\/jpeg\" \/>\n<meta name=\"author\" content=\"Israel Smith\" \/>\n<meta name=\"twitter:card\" content=\"summary_large_image\" \/>\n<meta name=\"twitter:creator\" content=\"@israelpsmith\" \/>\n<meta name=\"twitter:site\" content=\"@israelpsmith\" \/>\n<meta name=\"twitter:label1\" content=\"Written by\" \/>\n\t<meta name=\"twitter:data1\" content=\"Israel Smith\" \/>\n\t<meta name=\"twitter:label2\" content=\"Est. reading time\" \/>\n\t<meta name=\"twitter:data2\" content=\"1 minute\" \/>\n<script type=\"application\/ld+json\" class=\"yoast-schema-graph\">{\"@context\":\"https:\/\/schema.org\",\"@graph\":[{\"@type\":\"Article\",\"@id\":\"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/fn2n\/finding-positivity-despite\/#article\",\"isPartOf\":{\"@id\":\"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/fn2n\/finding-positivity-despite\/\"},\"author\":{\"name\":\"Israel Smith\",\"@id\":\"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/#\/schema\/person\/d9008a98ec4a1db1aa4602539273a168\"},\"headline\":\"Finding Positivity, Despite Myself.\",\"datePublished\":\"2017-05-28T12:18:34+00:00\",\"dateModified\":\"2017-05-28T12:18:34+00:00\",\"mainEntityOfPage\":{\"@id\":\"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/fn2n\/finding-positivity-despite\/\"},\"wordCount\":153,\"publisher\":{\"@id\":\"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/#\/schema\/person\/d9008a98ec4a1db1aa4602539273a168\"},\"image\":{\"@id\":\"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/fn2n\/finding-positivity-despite\/#primaryimage\"},\"thumbnailUrl\":\"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/05\/Day-016-pexels-photo.jpg\",\"articleSection\":[\"From Normal To Nomad\"],\"inLanguage\":\"en-AU\"},{\"@type\":\"WebPage\",\"@id\":\"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/fn2n\/finding-positivity-despite\/\",\"url\":\"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/fn2n\/finding-positivity-despite\/\",\"name\":\"Finding Positivity, Despite Myself. - Israel Smith\",\"isPartOf\":{\"@id\":\"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/#website\"},\"primaryImageOfPage\":{\"@id\":\"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/fn2n\/finding-positivity-despite\/#primaryimage\"},\"image\":{\"@id\":\"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/fn2n\/finding-positivity-despite\/#primaryimage\"},\"thumbnailUrl\":\"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/05\/Day-016-pexels-photo.jpg\",\"datePublished\":\"2017-05-28T12:18:34+00:00\",\"dateModified\":\"2017-05-28T12:18:34+00:00\",\"breadcrumb\":{\"@id\":\"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/fn2n\/finding-positivity-despite\/#breadcrumb\"},\"inLanguage\":\"en-AU\",\"potentialAction\":[{\"@type\":\"ReadAction\",\"target\":[\"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/fn2n\/finding-positivity-despite\/\"]}]},{\"@type\":\"ImageObject\",\"inLanguage\":\"en-AU\",\"@id\":\"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/fn2n\/finding-positivity-despite\/#primaryimage\",\"url\":\"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/05\/Day-016-pexels-photo.jpg\",\"contentUrl\":\"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/05\/Day-016-pexels-photo.jpg\",\"width\":1280,\"height\":800},{\"@type\":\"BreadcrumbList\",\"@id\":\"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/fn2n\/finding-positivity-despite\/#breadcrumb\",\"itemListElement\":[{\"@type\":\"ListItem\",\"position\":1,\"name\":\"Home\",\"item\":\"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/\"},{\"@type\":\"ListItem\",\"position\":2,\"name\":\"Finding Positivity, Despite Myself.\"}]},{\"@type\":\"WebSite\",\"@id\":\"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/#website\",\"url\":\"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/\",\"name\":\"Israel Smith \u2013 Well-Being Coach & Speaker\",\"description\":\"\u2013 Well-Being Coach &amp; Speaker\",\"publisher\":{\"@id\":\"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/#\/schema\/person\/d9008a98ec4a1db1aa4602539273a168\"},\"potentialAction\":[{\"@type\":\"SearchAction\",\"target\":{\"@type\":\"EntryPoint\",\"urlTemplate\":\"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/?s={search_term_string}\"},\"query-input\":\"required name=search_term_string\"}],\"inLanguage\":\"en-AU\"},{\"@type\":[\"Person\",\"Organization\"],\"@id\":\"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/#\/schema\/person\/d9008a98ec4a1db1aa4602539273a168\",\"name\":\"Israel Smith\",\"image\":{\"@type\":\"ImageObject\",\"inLanguage\":\"en-AU\",\"@id\":\"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/#\/schema\/person\/image\/\",\"url\":\"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/IsraelSmithLogo2023.svg\",\"contentUrl\":\"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/IsraelSmithLogo2023.svg\",\"width\":708,\"height\":120,\"caption\":\"Israel Smith\"},\"logo\":{\"@id\":\"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/#\/schema\/person\/image\/\"},\"sameAs\":[\"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/\",\"https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/israelpsmith\",\"https:\/\/www.instagram.com\/israelpsmith\",\"https:\/\/www.linkedin.com\/in\/israelpsmith\"]}]}<\/script>\n<!-- \/ Yoast SEO plugin. -->","yoast_head_json":{"title":"Finding Positivity, Despite Myself. - Israel Smith","robots":{"index":"index","follow":"follow","max-snippet":"max-snippet:-1","max-image-preview":"max-image-preview:large","max-video-preview":"max-video-preview:-1"},"canonical":"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/fn2n\/finding-positivity-despite\/","og_locale":"en_US","og_type":"article","og_title":"Finding Positivity, Despite Myself. - Israel Smith","og_description":"Well, true to form, I crashed and burned for a reasonable chunk of today. We packed the bus and drove, and I was really tired. Writing time came around at 9pm tonight instead of my recent starts of 10:30pm or later, but still it was difficult.\u00a0I was going to write a whingefest post, but I [&hellip;]","og_url":"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/fn2n\/finding-positivity-despite\/","og_site_name":"Israel Smith","article_publisher":"https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/israelpsmith","article_author":"https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/israelpsmith","article_published_time":"2017-05-28T12:18:34+00:00","og_image":[{"width":1280,"height":800,"url":"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/05\/Day-016-pexels-photo.jpg","type":"image\/jpeg"}],"author":"Israel Smith","twitter_card":"summary_large_image","twitter_creator":"@israelpsmith","twitter_site":"@israelpsmith","twitter_misc":{"Written by":"Israel Smith","Est. reading time":"1 minute"},"schema":{"@context":"https:\/\/schema.org","@graph":[{"@type":"Article","@id":"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/fn2n\/finding-positivity-despite\/#article","isPartOf":{"@id":"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/fn2n\/finding-positivity-despite\/"},"author":{"name":"Israel Smith","@id":"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/#\/schema\/person\/d9008a98ec4a1db1aa4602539273a168"},"headline":"Finding Positivity, Despite Myself.","datePublished":"2017-05-28T12:18:34+00:00","dateModified":"2017-05-28T12:18:34+00:00","mainEntityOfPage":{"@id":"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/fn2n\/finding-positivity-despite\/"},"wordCount":153,"publisher":{"@id":"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/#\/schema\/person\/d9008a98ec4a1db1aa4602539273a168"},"image":{"@id":"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/fn2n\/finding-positivity-despite\/#primaryimage"},"thumbnailUrl":"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/05\/Day-016-pexels-photo.jpg","articleSection":["From Normal To Nomad"],"inLanguage":"en-AU"},{"@type":"WebPage","@id":"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/fn2n\/finding-positivity-despite\/","url":"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/fn2n\/finding-positivity-despite\/","name":"Finding Positivity, Despite Myself. - Israel Smith","isPartOf":{"@id":"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/#website"},"primaryImageOfPage":{"@id":"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/fn2n\/finding-positivity-despite\/#primaryimage"},"image":{"@id":"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/fn2n\/finding-positivity-despite\/#primaryimage"},"thumbnailUrl":"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/05\/Day-016-pexels-photo.jpg","datePublished":"2017-05-28T12:18:34+00:00","dateModified":"2017-05-28T12:18:34+00:00","breadcrumb":{"@id":"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/fn2n\/finding-positivity-despite\/#breadcrumb"},"inLanguage":"en-AU","potentialAction":[{"@type":"ReadAction","target":["https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/fn2n\/finding-positivity-despite\/"]}]},{"@type":"ImageObject","inLanguage":"en-AU","@id":"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/fn2n\/finding-positivity-despite\/#primaryimage","url":"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/05\/Day-016-pexels-photo.jpg","contentUrl":"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/05\/Day-016-pexels-photo.jpg","width":1280,"height":800},{"@type":"BreadcrumbList","@id":"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/fn2n\/finding-positivity-despite\/#breadcrumb","itemListElement":[{"@type":"ListItem","position":1,"name":"Home","item":"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/"},{"@type":"ListItem","position":2,"name":"Finding Positivity, Despite Myself."}]},{"@type":"WebSite","@id":"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/#website","url":"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/","name":"Israel Smith \u2013 Well-Being Coach & Speaker","description":"\u2013 Well-Being Coach &amp; Speaker","publisher":{"@id":"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/#\/schema\/person\/d9008a98ec4a1db1aa4602539273a168"},"potentialAction":[{"@type":"SearchAction","target":{"@type":"EntryPoint","urlTemplate":"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/?s={search_term_string}"},"query-input":"required name=search_term_string"}],"inLanguage":"en-AU"},{"@type":["Person","Organization"],"@id":"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/#\/schema\/person\/d9008a98ec4a1db1aa4602539273a168","name":"Israel Smith","image":{"@type":"ImageObject","inLanguage":"en-AU","@id":"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/#\/schema\/person\/image\/","url":"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/IsraelSmithLogo2023.svg","contentUrl":"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/IsraelSmithLogo2023.svg","width":708,"height":120,"caption":"Israel Smith"},"logo":{"@id":"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/#\/schema\/person\/image\/"},"sameAs":["https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/","https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/israelpsmith","https:\/\/www.instagram.com\/israelpsmith","https:\/\/www.linkedin.com\/in\/israelpsmith"]}]}},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/39251"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=39251"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/39251\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/39252"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=39251"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=39251"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/israelsmith.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=39251"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}