Well, true to form, I crashed and burned for a reasonable chunk of today. We packed the bus and drove, and I was really tired.
Writing time came around at 9pm tonight instead of my recent starts of 10:30pm or later, but still it was difficult. I was going to write a whingefest post, but I realised there’s more to be said for searching for positivity despite my frustrations.
I know I’m going to face frustration of a fear-based kind soon, as I’m getting to some really hard, emotional parts of my story. I will need to go deep, get uncomfortable, and sit with it for ages. I am not expecting that part to be easy or fun, but I am expecting it to be worth it.
I’m still enjoying seeing progress, but I need more sleep, so I’m content with today’s small contribution.
With love,
Israel. xo